Today I am having a hard day and I thought I would share it with you....
I am sitting in the Foster Parent Room at DHS and I am barely holding it together....
The tears....they are right there....and I am trying with all my might to keep them tucked away behind my eyelids where they belong....
But it's hard....there are some sweet loving people at DHS who know how hard it is to give up these little ones...
A friend walked in....as soon as I saw her, I fell apart....crying about my babies that are moving. I know it's best that they are with family. However, my heart still needs this moment to grieve.
Before long she was telling me about her hard day....then another friend walked in and told us about her day....after awhile, we were laughing like complete idiots and I thought, "Wow....I am so glad to have friends that can make my tears of sadness turn into tears of laughter!"
So....tears...they are natural and I am going to see more fall before these little ones leave....but before long, they will be replaced by tears of laughter....and that's ok!
Psalm 30:5....weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning."
Till next time...
Have a blessed day and embrace the craziness in your life!
Heidi
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